The holidays have a way of bringing everything to the surface. The joy, the memories, and sometimes, the ache of what’s missing.
For many women, being cut off from an adult child feels especially sharp this time of year. The empty chair at the table. The stocking that stays in the closet. The quiet question that won’t go away: How did we get here?
Lately, mothers who’ve been cut off are speaking up. They’re finding each other online and pushing back against what feels like an unfair message – that parents are always to blame.
Their message is clear: “We weren’t bad parents. We did our best. Our kids were influenced by therapists and social media telling them to cut off “toxic” families. This isn’t our fault.”
For many women scrolling late at night during the holidays, this message feels comforting.
But there’s another conversation we need to be willing to have.
Doing Your Best – and Still Causing Hurt
Most parents did the best they could.
They loved their children. They sacrificed. They showed up in the ways they knew how.
That matters.
But love and good intentions don’t erase the hurt that sometimes happened anyway.
Many parents raised kids in a time when talking about feelings wasn’t normal. You didn’t sit with your emotions – you pushed through. You didn’t discuss hard things – you survived them. You didn’t “process” – you managed.
That approach worked in many ways. It built strength. It kept families going. It helped parents get through things that might have broken them otherwise.
But what helped one generation survive sometimes left the next generation feeling unseen.
The Difference Between What You Meant and What They Felt
One of the hardest things for parents to accept – especially during the holidays when emotions run high – is this:
You can have good intentions and still cause hurt.
That doesn’t mean abuse. It doesn’t mean failure. It doesn’t mean you were a bad parent.
It means you were human – raising children without the tools we have today.
Many adult children aren’t saying, “You ruined my life.” They’re saying, “Something hurt, and no one ever talked about it.”
They’re not looking for punishment. They’re looking for someone to say, “I hear you.”
When Therapy Words Enter the Family
We live in a world now where therapy language is everywhere.
Words like “boundaries,” “trauma,” and “emotional safety” aren’t just in counseling offices anymore. They’re on social media, podcasts, and in everyday conversation.
For adult children, this language can be freeing. It gives shape to feelings they couldn’t name before. It gives them permission to step back from relationships that feel overwhelming.
For parents, though, it can feel like an attack.
Suddenly, choices that seemed normal are being looked at through a new lens. Silence is called neglect. Discipline is called control. Holding back emotions is called being emotionally unavailable.
It can feel like the rules changed, and nobody told you.
Taking Responsibility Without Beating Yourself Up
Here’s where we need more balance – especially during the holidays, when many parents quietly hope for healing.
Taking responsibility doesn’t mean tearing yourself apart. It doesn’t mean rewriting your whole life as one big mistake. And it doesn’t mean accepting labels that feel unfair.
Taking responsibility simply means this:
“I can admit that something hurt you – even if I didn’t mean it.”
This isn’t about blame. It’s about repair. And repair can’t happen without that first step.
When You Know Better, You Do Better
Many parents raised kids before we understood how holding in emotions or living with constant stress affects us long-term.
You didn’t know then what we know now.
That matters.
But growing means being willing to respond to new understanding – not defend old ways.
When adult children say, “I need space,” or “I need you to really hear me,” they’re usually not asking you to relive the past. They’re asking you to show up differently now.
That can feel scary. Especially if it means saying, “I didn’t see that before.”
But growing at this stage of life isn’t failure. It’s wisdom.
The Holidays Make Everything Harder
The holidays add pressure.
They bring memories – and expectations. They bring the push to “just get along.” They bring grief for traditions that don’t exist anymore.
For parents who’ve been cut off, it’s tempting to choose certainty over being open.
I did nothing wrong. This is on them. I won’t beg. That certainly can feel safe. But it can also quietly close doors that might still be cracked open.
Taking Care of Yourself – While Staying Open
Taking care of yourself isn’t selfish. Especially after years of putting others first.
But taking care of yourself doesn’t have to mean putting up walls.
You can protect your own heart while still being open to looking at things honestly. You can set limits without rewriting everything in black and white. You can say, “I did my best” and “I’m willing to listen.”
Those two things can both be true.
A Different Kind of Strength
Real strength at this stage of life isn’t about proving you were right. It’s about being willing to grow – even now. It’s about understanding that parenting doesn’t stop when kids become adults. It changes.
And sometimes, that change asks for humility. Not shame – just humility.
Living with Questions During the Holidays
There are no perfect answers.
Should you reach out? Send a card? Respect the silence?
Only you can decide what feels grounded instead of reactive.
But one thing is clear:
Healing – whether you reconnect or not – is more likely when honesty replaces defensiveness, and curiosity replaces certainty.
The holidays don’t have to be about fixing everything.
They can simply be about leaving room.
Room for growth. Room for honest reflection. Room for the truth that love was real – and hurt may have happened anyway.
And when we know better, we do better.
Let’s Connect:
As the holidays unfold, what might it look like to hold both truths at once – that you did the best you could as a parent, and that there may still be moments worth acknowledging or healing? We’d love to hear your thoughts.